The Pronouns of The Sun

I talked about how modernity personifies god.
He talked about personifying nature.
Like the sun, my teacher.
I couldn’t decide the pronouns of the sun.
The trees today are paternal but they have been female before-
The moon, last night, a her
I was in her too.

What’s the reverse of personification?
Can one make a person resemble nature like we make nature resemble a person?

He, the tree, my teacher
said to close my eyes-
feel something that was undoubtably true.
I’m excited.
Something big is coming.

Today is cloudy and I’m inside.
Yesterday was sunny and I was alive.
My pronouns are ambiguous today.
But not in this photo.

This is a photo from yesterday.
I am more me in this photo than I’ve been in a long time.
I am in the sun.